27. August 2010 by admin.

Yep, I’m trying again. Either I’m a glutton for punishment, or I’m determined. I like to think the latter. This time, however, I’m keeping my exercise routine without much fanfare. I’ve been working on it since the beginning of August and I’m not seeing any progress shape-wise. However, I will continue with it because I’m feeling a difference in my energy level and my attitude. I’m really starting to enjoy being awake more and having the energy to do things again. I’m hoping to stick with this one, and I think I will because I’m not in it for the way I’m going to look in the end. I just like the way I feel.

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27. August 2010 by admin.

and I’m thinking about life-changing events. It almost makes a person wistful when we look back on what got us where we are today. Now, I know if I changed any of the events in my life, I would not be where I am now, which means I would not change them for the world. Heck, if I knew ahead of time what had to happen to get here, I would have signed up for this road. In my opinion, I am a successful woman who has a lot to be thankful for. However, if I had a choice to change things and still end up where I am, I would. I don’t know if that would do anything, if that would change my experiences, and, in turn, change my outcome, but there some things that I have done in the past that I shake my head and laugh at. Maybe, there is a parallel world out there (or several millions, in fact) that explore all the options of each decision I have ever made. That’s absolutely mind boggling to think about, though. One little change anywhere along the road could change the outcome, and if each person on the planet had a parallel dimension open up every time he or she made a decision, the multi-verse would be an exponentially expanding place that would probably rip the fabric of space and time. Uh oh, geek speak. I thought I had cured that. Ah well, once a geek, always a geek.
There are some mistakes, however,  (thankfully, none so overwhelming that they couldn’t be fixed), that I would like to have changed. Heck, there are some that I’m still paying for (literally). All-in-all though, if I was taken back in time with the knowledge I now have and was told that I could make all the changes I wanted, but that the outcome would be completely different, I could honestly tell whoever it was to “bring it on”, I’ll take what’s coming because I know there’s something awesome at the end.

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